Wait one minute Melbi!!!!11 Had i not been able to pour or vent my rants on this thing......I am not so sure Id still be here....So thank you to PUkE.....and now ...TO MY NEW FOUND FRIENDS...please keep in touch, Like melbi says however, I am going to unplug this thing to try and do some doing........
Melbi, while I am sorry to hear what happened to you........and while you seem to think me a victim [b:f47b5bd72d]of things that happened years ago...and niot soo long ago. yOU FAIL To appreciate that I have tried to get professional help, that I am pleeding the NHS to help......but what for?
I DO NOT SEE MYSELF AS A VICTIM. i SEE MYSELF AS A FIGHTER, BUT FINDING IT A BLODDY HARD FIGHT. i CRY BECAUSE i AM IN A LOOSING BATTLE.....i CRY TO GET ON IN MY FIGHT, TO GIVE ME STRENGTH TO GET OUT AND NOT TO WALLOW IN IT.
i TYPE HEAR, SO i DO NOT HAVE TO SHOUT, SO THAT i CAN TRY AND BUILD UP AN APPETITE...SO THAT i CAN THINK MYSELF NORMAL......No matter what the mods have discussed, I would like to make this my point........ PUKE has been my life support for over the last year.....but could they just give me a thread where no one else could read and put it in a drawer with a lock and key.
Its a lonely life....but I intend to do the rest with a smile.......And people....will you just stop getting at me!!!!!!!!!! \"Pull yourself together\" Weell.....erm....my head is on my shoulders, and my feet still toouch the ground..........Ive not fallen apart.....have I?????[/b:f47b5bd72d]